movin'

I have an internet stalker, so I'm moving my blog elsewhere. Those of you who know me can leave me your contact info and I'll tell you where if interested. I will use this space to post the things the creep sends me (per kevin's advice) so if I wind up dead in an alley some place, the cops will know where to look. There have been dozens more, but I deleted them because they creeped me out. Keep in mind that I only respond to tell him to leave me alone, which obviously doesn't work out very well.

His name is Tim, his myspace is here

http://www.myspace.com/airtim

He has done this to multiple girls I know, not quite sure why. But I have a feeling there is no logical explaination. But, yes, I no longer feel safe and that's fucked up. I wish I didn't delete some of the older ones, these are just him telling me how fat I am. I am going to go cry myself to sleep over it now.

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Jenny

There's more to life than just feeling comfortable. You've complained bitterly about men who don't really care about your thoughts or feelings. I am a person who actually wanted to get to know more about your ideas and thoughts. I'm someone sho has really wanted to get to know you as a person. That's why I tried to communicate more with you.

Maybe I've challenged your writing and philosophies. But, that can be a good thing. You have evolved your writing style as a result of some things that I've said. And, that is how people change and grow for the better.

If you really hate me that much then I accept that. But, it shows you to be small minded as a personality. You never could take constructive criticism in a healthy manner. I certainly don't believe now that you are as good or as generous person as I had thought that you were. I had indeed idealized you in my mind to be somthing more than you actually are in reality. That may be the problem. You know deep down that you aren't what you advertise.

I had to write this last note to let you know how I feel about things now. If you really are worried about being harassed then simply click the "Block User" button on myspace. Maybe you didn't notice that. Don't pretend to be such a victim. Myspace is set up so you can control who messages you.

But, I don't think you're worth my time anyway. I hear that you've been gaining about 10 pounds of weight per month or so. I don't think that I want to see what you look like now. I hear from the grapevine that you've become a bit too hefty for my taste. Bon Voyage fatso.

Tim P

Jenny

I talked with a few people about you and a few people told me that when a woman absolutely ignores a person in such an extreme fashion that it usually indicates that she secretly wants that person's attention. And, that made a lot of sense to me. The more you ignored me the more I began to think about you.

So, I now realize that you really were obsessed with me all along. This made me feel better knowing the truth of things.

I know now that you're a bit messed-up in the brain. You could be bi-polar according to the people who have seen your blog. So, now things make sense as far as you loving me one minute and hating me the next minute. I've dated a bi-polar woman before and she was just as mixed up as you are about life and people.

So, I guess that I am not really qualified after all to help you in your depressions and inability to have relations with men. Your illness runs too deep.

Good luck in the future. Try not to gain too much weight. I saw the pictures of you in New York and I nboticed that you looked like a much heftier version of your old self from last year. You better use only your old pictures online if you want to catch a man. Double chins and super-wide thighs will not catch you anything.

I guess that you might be the over the hill loser after all . . . even though you're only twenty four years old! You sure looked like it in your latest New York pictures.

Love,
Tim P

Jenny

I think that if you enjoy local theater then you might want to see this performance of "Emma" which is coming to the Trap Door Theatre October 18th, 2007. It will run Thursday, Friday and Saturday nights at 8pm through ..he Trap Door has been my favorite local theater company that delivers amazing shows at affordable prices. A woman named Beata Pilch will play the role of Emma. Beata is the artisitic director of Trap Door and she is a dedicated, exciting and very talented actress and director.

I thought you'd be interested in this show because the description states that Emma was a female anarchist, proponent of free speech and of birth control at a time before women's rights. And, Beata is certain to go on a theatrical rampage in her portrayal.

Trap Door is also the theater where I saw "Garden Of Delights" performed -- and, that was an astounding show.

The cost of the show is only $20.00 per person. Thursday evenings are 2 for 1 admission which comes to only $10.00 per person. That's an incredible deal when you consider the quality of the performances.

If you are interested let me know and I will pay for the cost of tickets of you and your friends to see the show. it's best to make reservations of course.

PS. I enjoyed your use of the dash ( -- ) punctuation in your latest Sun Times Lifestyles story. But, the most accurate use of it was in the final use at the end of the column. Of the four times you used the dash I felt that the first and last usages were the most precise usages.

I hope to hear from you again sometime.

Tim P